Sugar and Salt

I'm back again guys :)! Well I have been away long enough I guess! Was in Vietbodia for quite a bit and the schoolwork is tiring so not much time to blog but yea I'm doing it now anyway so DON'T COMPLAIN ROAR! :P I will talk about today 1st cause I'm like all confused now and stuff and I just want to talk about it.

Today was a good day actually, I woke up to learn my sis was doing a photoshoot and YAY my eldest sis is back so happy ^.^ Okay off topic but she sent me to school and I reached class on time even though I thought I would be late :O! Dino was late for class though, and she said she overslept like hell~~ Typical Dino :) Then we went to have lunch where we laughed it out with my IBES group, surprisingly I enjoyed the time with them, the guys are awesome and hope to have Pear and Jamie in our class next term! :) One bad thing happened today though, cause most of the time when I am doing projects, I don't enjoy sitting at the sidelines and love to be working, but Dino and I had a misunderstanding today, and me being stupid decided to confront her and tell her about it. Turned out to be a bad decision, she looked really unhappy about it and still seemed to be angry with me. Sure when we said our goodbyes she smiled to reassure me but... Sometimes I just don't know what is wrong with myself...

Let's start with Vietbodia then! The day before we left, Dino came to stay over with Bel :)! We picked Dino up early and had lunch, she was forced to eat some food by my parents, :x hehe typical them, and then I gave her tips on how to avoid eating more at my table xP! Later on we walked around a little and got to talk to one another, I really enjoy those times cause I can really talk about myself and be myself, sometimes society just wants people to be the picture perfect person and that really takes a toll on people! Then she came over to my house, watched lots of Mr Bean live! He was hilarious! Retardedly funny but yea :)! He brings a smile to lots of faces! Then Dino and I talked a little too and laughed and took stupid pictures passing time is fun as hell with her! Then we ate dinner which was awesome CRAB AGAIN HAHA! But this time Dino peeled and ate more :O haha but yea that day was great. We watched Indiana Jones but she looked bored because it was so slow!!! But yea, halfway Bro West came! And we completed the movie. Went out for some provision shopping and then played a LoL match with Bel! Slept late as hell but I didn't give a crap.

Woke up early without an alarm, didn't know how I did that but yea, Dino played with my hair as I lay there, that made me think about how she used to run her fingers through my hair too.. and also of my sis that I thought I wouldn't see in forever. But I just lay there and thought about all the times my sis used to do that to me as I lay there enjoying the gentleness of her fingers as they ran against my scalp. Then I dreamed a little, and got up to change.

Then we got to the airport, the usual pictures, fun and laughter with stupid jokes, I honestly thought I would spend a lot of time with only Dino at Vietbodia, I was right to a certain extent but I made 5 new friends there, I will never forget. We at mac at the airpork, yes airpork :P and then headed back. When we boarded the aircraft I had to leave T^2 :( I was sad cause I wanted to sit next to him but yea~~~ Then sat next to Dino and her bf! Didn't talk much to her I pretty much did eveything by myself and talked to her a little, and before I knew it, we landed.

When we got out of the airport, I couldn't believe we were there, besides the smell there, the heat and breeze still feels pretty much the same, I couldn't tell the difference. Then the buses came and we got the better bus HAHA! And in my heart, the better tour guide. Lucky was an awesome guy who I came to love and respect in only 2 days with him, he had a wonderful personality! Then we headed for the Killing Fields. It started to spark inside me again, the dark side started poking out at me and the only way I could stop myself from smiling when I heard the sadisticness was chewing my gum. But I still quelled it, the starvation of the demon and then a sudden snack, even the slightest seemed to bring it up but in my eternal struggle I still reign supreme. I prayed when we had a little free time, thanking god for letting me control myself and then praying for all the people who suffered under their own countrymen hands.

The next place we went to made me hit my limit for the day. The genocide museum made Christine tear and she was unable to take it but no matter how sad it was, how unhumane it was it just... affected me. I subdued  the animal again, but all I saw brought back memories and then Keith asked me to stop chewing so hard, after I told him why I was doing so he gave a curt nod and told me to not make it too obvious, surprised though, even after he is so unemotional, he actually gives a crap about me more than most of the blind super emotional people. Thank god the suffering(definitely not the same as others) ended quickly and I got back on the bus to a more cheery lunch and shopping spree. Saw sunglasses and I was SO TEMPTED, cause after every holiday I always, ALWAYS buy shades. But managed to subdue the urge. Was finding matchsticks for Perry and GE but didn't find any... Sorry peeps :(

After that we had a rest and slacked in the Dino's room for awhile, found out what Dino and Bro West do sometimes, finally understood them going to bath :O! Then we went out off to a restaurant to eat, we walked there :)! Okay food in Cambodia, I did NOT enjoy at all :P Just being truthful. Went out to the supermarket and saw the insane prices, 20 dollars for a bottle of vodka, 60 cents for a can of beer and the most insane of all 50 cents for TWO toothbrushes WHAT THE HELL, we bought some drinks to play drinking game and then paid and talked a lot of rubbish. Then at night went back to my room with TT and Dino and we talked a little. Then I got called out for a "survey". And got initiated into the brotherhood! :) But after that awesome moment I got heartbroken, I went back to the room to find out that Dino had told TT my phone passcode, I was devastated cause it mattered a lot to me that only she knew, she just didn't know it. I can remember her prompting me "Dyl Dyl, I'm sorry..." said it like three times, then I heard what she said to Brother West and I couldn't take it already, I told them politely to leave and then went to take a bath slowly. At that point in time I was so upset... But then when I lay in bed, I could smell the "Dino" scent on the bed where she laid, and I remembered all the times at her house. I just couldn't convince myself to stay angry at my bestie for long! :) So i decided to forgive her.

Woke up the next day and saw her at breakfast, I gave her a smile and she asked if I was angry, I remembered replying "There's no point being angry cause you already told him, so it's okay", not the best of lines to indicate forgiveness but I showed it with a very sincere smile, and her eyes glowed once more with life, the very same eyes I loved to see my Bestie have back then, now and probably forever :)! Love you Dino<3. Then we went to Cambodian Brewery, I found out I enjoyed neither the beer nor the trip too much but yea it was a worthwhile trip and experience though... Ate lunch at some seafood restaurant and Sucker and I spotted a cockroach and spent most of lunch trying to catch it... Failed though :( Damn smart insects! Then we headed off for the Phnom Penh Township... It was FREAKING awesome DAMN NICE LA, one house costs less than my HDB =.= Freaking hell feel dam pissed but only people working there, or people who are Cambodian or married to Cambodians can buy a house DAM JEALOUS. Then we went to SL Garment and Processing, I didn't enjoy it much although the clothes making was awesome, interesting and innovative. Why you may ask? IT WAS LIKE THEY WERE STALKING US LAAAA! Everywhere got a guy with a camera filming us... taking us... stalking us. DAM WHAT LA! Anyway after that was networking dinner. At first dam boring and Bel complained to me cause I told him not to call people over. THANK GOD I DID THAT! Phillip came to our table, was very serious at first and ate quite a bit, went over what he did for a living, advertising that was quite intriguing, but then he got a call and said "My friends asking me to go drink with them la!" Immediately we clicked after that! He was awesome, talked about SG food and how he missed it,(I did too when I finally came back) and most of all drinking. We were all laughing about it and Bel jokingly asked him "Eh where to drink in Cambodia?" His reply... pure awesomeness. "I'll go get a map."  Almost immediately my table burst out laughing as he went out to really get a map, when he returned I pulled out a pen and he started giving us directions as we giggled away. Then went back to teach mass dance to people and went to Dino's room to slack and prepare for going out. But as luck might have it some people in the other class heard and as we went over to the other room for awhile, they said that we shouldn't go, it's dangerous blah blah blah. And in the end since it was quite late we decided not to go. But we played the drinking game and Sucker got drunk, can't ever forget his stupid phrases la. "Let's go buy a tutu and dance." "I hate Ang Kor man never drinking it again, I rather drink Tau Huey Zhui." Laughed like hell at his misfortune, then slept and sweated hell a lot of cold sweat to clear the alcohol thank god.

Then we had the trip to the university, climbed up FREAKING a lot of stairs la PLEASE, then headed into a small room, had a brief intro, split us up into groups and then sent us to classrooms, my class was doing POA so I wasn't listening to the teacher, instead I was listening to the host exchange student, William and Pear discussing about their countries environment, transport e.t.c. Learnt a lot from there! Then we watched performances and the highlight of all of them? Rosamund singing FULL FREAKING STOP. No fight haha! Then we tried some local Kueh and danced mass dance, haha it was fun. Then we took freaking forever to reach Vietnam by bus and somemore we got stuck at customs =.= Enjoyed the ride though, talked and karoked with Chuan Jun. KPOP WHOO. Then watched the world go pass and saw how lucky I was compared to so many Cambodians. Fell asleep and yea. When we reached Vietnam WHOO MAN OH MAN VIETNAM WAS AWESOME BABY! Hit the road running with Pho 2000 BEST DAM SOUP NOODLES EVER FREAKING HELL P-E-R-I-O-D. Loved it haha. Then went to talk in Dino's room awhile and she refused to bath I remember as she lazied around. Then she decided to change. Bathed into her room and I freaking forgot she was there and took off my shirt outside my room, her reaction was like I DID NOT SEE THAT LOL! Okay nvm about that. Then Bro West came back and Dino thought she heard her Aunty Pearl call her name, so she was scared, when Bel went out for awhile, I prayed with her, I felt her hands trembling as I held them and I held them reassuringly and prayed slowly and calmly for her sake. I hope that made her feel better I have no idea but yea that's all I did. Then it was good night for me.

Day 4 in Vietnam, we hit the ground running, Kinderworld saw the international school one world JEALOUS I wish I could have been in such a kindergarten/Pri school/Sec School but NO 0 regrets for my poly man I LOVE MY COURSE PEEPS :D! Then we performed for them again, again the highlight was Rosamund and Ashlie! Ashlie was harmonising during the performance and did one too many "Youuuuuu" harmonising and that made us giggle but the performance was still very good. Then we went for lunch and went to the Phu My Hung Township, this one wasn't as majestic but was MUCH more well planned. Then headed for Crescent Mall and Shopped for Provisions. Found out chocolate in Vietnam dam cui LOL so didn't get any! Then saw Bel fail at doing a baby frieze and LAUGHED LIKE HELL the whole damn bus laughed like crazy when his cap fell off the bridge into the water. Then on the bus since Ashlie was last we played a sing and stop game, I got caught after 6-7 tries but whatever, enjoyed the singing I did there. :D Then we reached the water puppet show, the show itself was not bad but oh my god after it... "HEY! HO! XIN CHAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" in damn high voices like the actors. We even sang boom boom pow in that voice and we laughed like mad. Then we ate the best meal in the whole trip in my opinion. GOD DAMN FREAKING RICE PAPER WITH EVERYTHING AND FISH SAUCE AWESOME PURE AWESOMENESS SERIOUSLY! Ate and ate and ate and ate and ate. DINO CAN TESTIFY, 3 BOWLS OF NOODLES, AND ALMOST ALL THE DESSERT AND FREAKING HALF THE FRIED RICE! WHEEEEEEEEEE.Went back and then we headed for the skybar in normal clothes, only to find out... It was atas =.= So we had to go back and change and get back there. Enjoyed the view up there, really like MBS view except a bit nicer maybe, drinks price cost like SG bar prices =.= so yea. Only ordered a cocktail, and met Slackssociates there, in their full glory. Talked to them for a long time cause Dino and Bro West went to have a talk and even after they left, They weren't done yet, so yea waited for a LONG TIME. And they finally came back, they had Baskin Robins while I asked Dino what was wrong, found out and kept mum about the problems. Then we headed back to slack, probably the most eventful day!

Day 5 in Vietnam, went to Aquarious, they were awesome hosts, explored the company, heard the Singapore Owners talk to us and enjoyed it throughly, the kueh? Not so much... Then headed for lunch, the food by then was going down hill again although it was still edible! We went to a French Restaurant and I had Beef Bolognese, I got to try Czar and Xav's Clams though tasted good, the pasta was good to but took ONE FREAKING HOUR to come so yea. Felt weird cause I was sitting at a more of a TZ02 side and they were calling Slacker Club the Judges, I felt that some of the people calling them Judges were also judgemental people and they had no right to call other people that. Then we went for the worst Business trip to Viet Dragon Securities, almost slept there honestly! We got to go to the Notredame Cathedral and the General Post office! Took some cool photos at the Post Office cause my imagination and MIB haha and then we explored around before leaving. We went to slack at the hotel for a long time and then I went with Dino and Dion yes, Dino and Dion no typo, to the night market and we bargained like HELL or rather I did :x hehe THEY HATE ME YES THEY DO xP! OH YEA THE FUNNIEST THING EVER! Cause Dino wanted a shirt that costs 140000 dong and she said it's the cheapest in the market already, when we went to the other side, we saw the same shirt, so Dion asked for the price, it was 350000 and Dion said 120000, she said 290000 but we didn't care and walked away, you know what? She ran to us to chase us, lowering the price until finally it became 120000. Then Dion said he didn't want it then she started screaming. "YOU RAZY YOU RAZY YOU ASK FOR 120 I SAY OKAY THEN YOU SAY DON'T WANT YOU RAZY GO HOME!" and then the mass laughter ensued. Marcus jioed me for drinking game when we were slacking but I said NO! Then we played werewolf drinking game and we laughed like hell cause we were all so sneaky leaky :P! Then we went to sleep after that cause we were so damn tired.

Day 6 in Vietnam, went for the best workout ever at Cu Chi Tunnel, had an awesome pick up line made there, "Phu My Hung in your Cu Chi Tunnel and make you say Oi Choi Oi" we laughed like crap over it. Anyway there were traps there and I was explaining it a little too enthusiastically to Brian and he was like "Why you know so much ah?" I didn't know how to reply so just smiled. Then we walked the tunnels, the 1st 100m was fun then we went for round 2 150m, BEST 150M I DID EVER LOVED IT HAHA! Came out tired but had an awesome experience. Ate tapioca dipped in peanuts and salt was awesome <3. Loved it like hell :P then we slept on the bus and then ate lunch. Went to slack in the room with Keith for the whole time and CJ and Daryl came over for awhile as we lepaked! Then we headed to the Cruise Ship to eat, food was meh but we made Ms Linda Ng cry cause of our touching birthday gifts to her :)! So sweet love her to bits now ><! Then we headed back, I was supposed to surprise Pear but Keith wasn't feeling too well so I took care of him, then I got jioed to play drinking game with Slacker Club, I thought I would only drink awhile but ended up staying 3 hours. Drank like 10~13 cups lidat of Vodka Mix but didn't get knocked out, Zach died 1st, Will and Ash didn't play, SPY and JY kept smoking with William's friend and Marc has horrible alcohol tolerence haha, was singing "So what we smoke weed? So what we get drunk? We just having fun!" Blah blah blah haha he was dam funny, thought they all left so I went back to sleep.

Last day in Vietnam was okay. We went to the Reunification Palace and the War Remnants Museum, wasn't super exciting or boring... Just neutral so meh.... Then I saw Dino and Bel were having problems but didn't say much. Had a lot of fun shopping with Jamie during the last minute shopping! SHE IS TOTALLY LIKE DINO COPY OH MY GOD IM SO SCARED I WILL BE HER BESTIE TOO I WILL D-I-E! But yea talked to her a lot and laughed quite a bit :3! Then when we were at the airport, Dino and Bel fought very obviously, and I remembered a dream I dreamt, I shall not repeat it here for privacy sake but it ended with them breaking up and I remembered seeing a lot of the things, I have a knack for dreaming some future stuffs but I hope to hell even now I'm wrong. We had a HTHT after they finished talking and we talked about our problems, then she smiled after we finished making me feel as if I at least helped cause she asked what to do about the relationship, I told her Try Harder. And they did on the plane it was so lovely and cute to see them and she was so high. Although the Plane got delayed we hit SG at almost the same time as estimated and Zeh sent Czar home and then I got back. I made Maggie and Nuggets to eat and then slept. 

The next few days of school I talk about it later on bah! As for the first part of today's blog post, I settled with Dino already! We had an oovoo chat to clear any doubts and problems and realised how much we meant to one another as friends! Love her to bits still! DINO HEART YOU! :D I will always be Mama Dino and she is Baby Dino HAHA! 

As always a quote.

"This is for the people with a hole in their heart but still live on, cause one day someone will come by and patch it and show you love again." - Me

Peace out peeps :D

Animal

"Oh oh i want somemore... Oh oh what are you waiting for? Take a bite of my heart tonight."

"So what if you can see, the darkest side of me? No one can EVER change this animal I have become."

I know it's a little weird that I'm beginning with quotes, but theres just so much on my mind and the two damn songs I have been playing is Animal and Animal I have Become...

The first quote is because I'm so sick of that person irritating the FUCK out of me when she has problems and then when she has nothing? WHEEE FUCK HIM MAN I DON'T NEED HIM. Seriously I'm getting so tired of it, I even deleted her number and messages I deserve better than that seriously, a friend that doesn't help you but expects everything from you is NO friend of mine. What's better was that she thought I actually LIKED her PFFFT honestly just because a guy listens to your problems and decides to help you DOES NOT mean he likes you... Maybe the thought never crossed her mind, that I'm a nice guy who chose to help her, I'm not her problem solver and just because I helped her once, twice and so on and so forth until even I forgot how many times I did it already. Even at this moment she's spamming me, why can't she understand that I don't want to help someone like her anymore I mean she doesn't even treat me as a friend when she doesn't need help. OKAY GAH SCREW IT Forget her Ima throw her out of my head.

I'm sick of the control honestly, my friends most of my old ones at least, think I'm still the old me, I tell them I've changed, I'm not the same me that was before, I don't have the childish dreams that relationships are perfect anymore, they all talk about how they want another girlfriend and how perfect the next one will be. I just don't believe in it so much anymore, honestly I got her off my mind already but I don't see how I will trust someone enough or get into a relationship again. It took a lot for me to ask Brother North at first too.. She just doesn't know it at all. I see my friend's all still have the bright outlook on relationships and that they are "shy" and don't want to ask, what do i do? I just smile at them and say good luck. They all give me the look, "Bro you can score chicks also LA! You so sweet talker sure can what." I just give another awkward smile, and say some other time. This animal I have become? Double meanings for me now... They both were bothering me at the start of this year, Dino taught me in a very harsh way that I had to get rid of one, but now the other one is still floating around refusing to be squashed... When I look back I still think I was a foolish person to believe and trust her so much but the harsh reality is that IT HAPPENED, and it CAN happen again, I'm trying for it not to weigh me down but I'm just really afraid I may never find Mrs Right... Ever. I may just be one of the nice old guys who are single and everyone wonders why he is...

My emoness aside, these couple of days have been pretty uneventful... I will try to sum most of it up for you guys for your viewing pleasure :) so PLEASE be patient x.x I always blog wayyyyyy too early in the morning and I'm exhausted and yet still need to act high so please bear with me :3.

Today has been bleh honestly, my parents went to Malaysia for a bit, my sis and I stayed home, I played LoL, bought lunch, played more LoL, talked to dino, more LoL, Church, Bought Dinner,even more LoL. I used to enjoy these kind of days back in secondary school now I'm just downright SICK of it honestly I HATE IT. I could be out with people socialising, learning more about them, having SO MUCH MORE FUN than gaming at home. They say gaming is an addiction but you never get sick of what your addicted to... I AM SICK OF GAMING. If it wasn't for the pals I wouldn't be doing it and even so if I had to choose between going out with those same pals and gaming hands DOWN I would pick going out no matter what the place and what we do. So days like today NAH UH do not enjoy.

Yesterday was almost as bad as today, did exactly the same things but THANK GODDDDD I chose to GO OUT WITH PERRY! Got a new friend yesterday, like me he is so matured in thinking but due to other reasons, we feel each other cause we are really damn similar in more ways than one, our route to maturity may well have been different but we still share the same feelings, was DAMN tempted to smoke one stick with him but then I resisted.(HE FREAKING SMOKE THE SAME THING AS MY FRIEND BLOODY HELL) And we chatted a little about how we actually were. I know him from Danny who knew him from Matt who knew him from drinking HAHA that's how the world rolls and Danny's friends are all interesting honestly. Ate KFC with him, he is super funny it's like you combined BOTH Marcuses and Beldric together HAHA! He really was a handful but we had a lot to talk about and laughed about how Danny was when he gamed ;3! Got back early , cut my Mum's birthday cake early cause of my Vietbodia and my parent's yearly dating sessions ;3! SO ADORABLE OKAY MY PARENTS HAHA <3 YOU MUMMY AND DADDY ;D! Just upset with what my sister said cause I think it's true... But it's okay I got over it! :D

The day before I went to school to discuss stuff IBE stuff with the group mates, met Dino before hand after she met Bro West after his trip, I'm happy he came back safe and none of those spirits followed him back :)! Talked to Dino for awhile although we supposed to be studying! Ate lunch and camwhored HAHA! Then she studied Bstats while I finished my BMGT, like finally it's pretty short but yea whatever AT LEAST IT IS D-O-N-E. Then i sent Dino to Bishan and then i left... Or at least i was SUPPOSED to leave haha, in the end I ate dinner with her and Aunty Pearl who really is a nice person :D! When Sherry went to the washroom i had a polite chat with her about travelling in Singapore, she was surprised I knew the Bus transport pretty well! But yea when you spend 10 years of your life travelling, bus routes become your best friend :D! Went back and slacked pretty much. Played Tap Tap with Dino on the bus and I got ADDICTED to it so I was playing it so many times in the car! Haha.

Okay before I continue retracing my steps the previous days, I just felt like saying something. There are things that people do with their parents to show their affection to them, for me, it's holding my mum's hand and squeezing it slighty as we walk. As we all grow up most of us find that holding our parent's hand is embarrassing and stop it all together eventually, not for me. I don't think I will ever get "too old" to hand her hand with her tender grasp, firm yet gentle and she enjoys it too. I just felt like putting it out because I feel that people should really learn how to show your parents affection cause when their gone, you will regret it. Perry told me yesterday that he pitied those people who never knew their fathers or those whose fathers passed away because when they saw us looking at father's day gifts they would be sad, there was no joke or malice inside, it was said purely from the heart and I nodded to comment with a poker face, after all it is true and when I saw how my parents have aged since I was much younger I seem to finally realise they are going to be gone one day and I have to take every chance with them now and make it my biggest.

Wednesday was a pretty good though :D! I went to submit an application for the Ngee Ann Kongsi Scholarship :)! Hope they don't treat the Merit Award as a Scholarship!!!!!!!!!!! Then decided to make Dino a card cause she said she felt very sick :((( It was shitty cause I did it in the car HAHA but yea it's the thought that counts no? :P Then i RUSHED over to her place and caught her just as she was leaving the house! HAHA LUCKY ME :)! Then awkward as hell MRT ride with her bro and her dad, felt scared that her dad would stare at me in the train haha!!!! Went to pool with Marcus and while waiting for FOREVER LATE GUY! Met Andre HAHA! Then talked to him for quite a bit before Marc finally came and then we went to pool. Missed the feeling, I love how pool is skill and luck at the same time! Especially for us beginners and I just enjoy playing it with friends and having a laugh with a random "TYCO SIA!". Then went to Marc's house to slack and do hand AND headstands ;)! Was fun okay haha!

Tuesday was a blast! Went to Dino's house to "Study" but ended up doing everything but it! I went there and she was sick! D: Dammit I HATE it when people are sick and I can't do crap to help them :(! Well i went there and then Belson's gf came too! Haha they are pretty cute together too :P Made pancakes with Dino and the two of them! The batter was salty though :( But the pancakes still came out awesome but I couldn't finish it HAHA and then had to leave some and Sherry scolded me Dx! But it's kay haha she knew i didn't do it on purpose :3! Got to try her cake she made with her God sis! :DDDD was aweshum :P and easy to make too maybe I will try to make it one day! Then I chose to play one LoL game with her bro cause I promised him and she was talking to Bro West anyway! Then when she came back in her room and lay there, she asked me to move over so she could disturb me. I said no but felt bad after that but I didn't want her brother to think I wasn't putting my all in the game because that upsets a lot of people! In the end we still lost the game but it was okay :D! Belson and his gf went off somewhere to... do stuff! :x Then I talked to Sherry about anything under the sun :3. But then she stroked my hair and realised it was rough, that was when she decided to do my hair! Felt good though! Now i get why she said that getting your hair combed feels good! I really felt awesome when she combed my hair :)! It was comfortable as well! And then she conditioned my hair, felt dam soft after that and even now it feels better(Yes i did just touch it HAHA). Then took a couple of photos and talked to her somemore! Then I helped her pack her Vietbodia Bag and YES NEXT TIME I GO OVER SHE HAS TO TRY ON SOME STUFF FOR ME TO SEE HAHAHA! SHE WILL LOOK ADORABLE IN THEM SERIOUSLY ><! So i chose like only one blouse and she chose the rest herself and looked for things to match it with! I know many of you are screaming FRIENDZONED! But yea at least we are enjoying ourselves so idgaf what you think. Then went to eat chicken rice and realised after i finished that it was FREAKING 10 HOLY SHET! Got back and Gamed a little but enjoyed the day a lot cause of the fun time we spent together :3!

Monday was spent playing mahjong with the iPunk gang, although i really used to enjoy my time with the group, now... I just don't know, we don't seem as close although we really really try to be. We all made too many new friends and going out way too little and this is the result, even close friends spread apart. I lost money at mahjong but thats not the point, I had fun playing with them, and then we went to Nex to enjoy food after the marathon of mahjong! Went back and Dota-ed then Slept nothing much to have been done or do. I just wish we had more personal time together, like talking HTHT that kind of thing... just won't happen cause we're all guys and that i really feel is just a damn shame, whenever i speak to Dino or Ryl it just feels different, it's like I can share my emotions freely. Anyway rmb missing Ryan like hell on monday, not much time to find him after he went to that school... Miss our talks he really is the pinnacle of friendship, wish we could catch up! But he's forever busy and I don't blame him, that kind of JC life takes a toll on you!

Sunday was just spent practicing shock and enjoying LoL games with danny and perry. Honestly these two people make games FUN! Forget what i said just now if you play with these guys you ARE goanna have a fun time, when we skype i spend 50% of the time laughing with danny cause of perry and also laughing at danny with perry, they really are super FUCKING hilarious i mean it. They make LoL so damn enjoyable DAMMIT DANNY COME BACK FROM MALAYSIA FASTER I WANT TO LoL WITH YOU ONE!

And take brings us back, one whole week whew I'm actually surprised I remembered what I did, holy crap my memory is getting better HAHA! Shockingly enough :P Okay uber tired now time to end off with my usual quote.  

Two quotes today. First just to repeat what i said at the beginning of my blog post.

" If I want someone, they don't want me. If someone wants me, I don't want them. If we both want each other, they live in narnia or something. " - Condescending Wonka

and Second 

" The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. And the kindest hearts have felt the most pain. " - Condescending Wonka

Peace out people! ^.^

Days gone Past, Days that Last :)

SORRY DINO HAHA just wanted to put it out that i was supposed to be blogging more often :x didn't manage to!!!! Haven't touched my blog in a long time actually :( wish i did :)! But yea again i apologise for that x.x

I have quite a lot to say today so yea let's get the ball rolling. :D

Today was an awexome day, started out great called somebody like 10+ times before Belson woke up and woke the sleeping beauty awake from her slumber :)! Don't blame you, YOU SLEPT LATE OKAY!!!! 3 :P DONT ASK ME HOW I KNOW :DDDD. Then i took the bus thought i would be super late cause i like missed one 151 today =.= but in the end even after waiting like 10 mins at the bus stop i reached school 10 mins early :O SHOCK-ED(sorry goanna use this metaphor quite a bit cause of something i will explain later :P) then saw the hardworking course people doing their Chinese Dance for the University peeps at CamNam. Got to say it is EXCEPTIONAL plus they look like they are enjoying the performance a plus point :))! Practiced mass dance after that with them since Sahana couldn't make it I was practicing with Valerie, she was enthusiastic and that combined with the not super difficult dance made the experience enjoyable SERVES YOU RIGHT SLACK CLUB PEEPS NEVER COME TO BOND AND ENJOY!!!!!!

Haha anyway while some of them slacked me and Dion went to the back to practice Shock while Dino watched us, I totally regret volunteering for the KPop dance now it is like totally SUPER TIRING to practice and learn but meh whatever I WILL PERSEVERE! Managed to catch the 1st 30 secs so far :) progress on my part already haha! Just 1 min plus more to go since it's only until after the 1st chorus :O! My dancing skills aren't that good so it will take time i just have a good memory! Helped Dino a little too cause she was a little worried about the dance at first! But it worked out well in the end and she learnt how to do it :D Hurray!!! Anyhow after that we filmed us dancing for the other course peeps to learn how to do it! So they have no excuses!!! Ate mac after that the criss cut fries is GOOD OKAY what taste like normal fries? Mr IRuvTaeNy/ MU MU ZI CHE GAN Marcus, CHEAT MY FEELINGS SIA!

Went to Chinatown after that to let Dino buy some of her toiletries :) Cheap sia everything there!@@ now i get why my mum gets a lot of stuff from there! Got a Deo with the help of Dino :P Stronger than the ones i usually use but meh it's okay :D Then we headed for dinner there, Dino couldn't decide what to eat so she told me to get whatever I was getting for her... MISTAKE ON MY PART D:. I got her Zha Jiang Mian and omg the one there is like totally not that good, REGRET LIKE SIAO EH! But in the end we both finished it and it's like SUPER FILLING LA! No wonder all the Chinese people who eat these kinds of things daily are so full, the amount is so small but it fills like crazy!! After sitting down and talking about life for quite a bit, me and Dino then went to walk around, actually wanted to walk around Chinatown at first, almost decided to walk back into People's Plaza, THANK GOD WE DIDN'T! We first headed into Central, saw this enclosure with seats that was quite cool and funky smelling! Sherr spammed lots of photos just like the previous day when we went out!(will get to that later!) And showed me what Bro West was eating and commented on how the food he was eating looked okay even though he said it tasted like crap! Bro West said hi to me so i told her to HI him  back :DDDD! LOL! Anyway we headed out of central and boy do i miss the scene so much. Clarke Quay still looks as fascinating as it did the 1st time I saw it, and still has that majesty and splendor that makes it uniquely Clarke Quay. Enjoyed the scenery there and sat by the riverside with Dino and we talked quite a bit more snapped some photos and then proceeded to walk along the river.

We sang songs as we walked and admired the beauty of the world around us. I missed singing so much, i didn't do it much after i got depressed but now since i got over it i seem to be more willing to pick up on all the awesome things i did before i got sad for that DOAB in sec 2! No regrets at all though, Dino's voice is good :) although i was just croaking along cause i suck at singing. :x Anyhow we walked quite a bit talked about life and whats not(I don't really want to put what we were talking about here, most of it is random and you guys may like lose your mind cause of our retardedness LOL!), and some close to heart stuff to. She told me that she thinks her bro likes me more than Bro West, I don't know whether thats a good thing for me or not... And her bro talking about me being an in-law and how much he would like it and so on. Felt a bit weird and all but yea, I guess being a nice guy does have it's benefits, realising how much people seem to appreciate me more and more as the level of education goes up and how people start liking the nice guys more and more as i grow up, maybe it's cause some of the nice guys give up after awhile and start being asses.... But nah i will never give up being a nice guy. That makes me who I am! :)

Then like the previous day we took purple line back home! She looked so tired :((( I felt quite bad for making her stay out so late and not having the rest!( I will return you a favour somehow babe ><) But she didn't rest on the MRT and continued talking to me!! And then that pretty much sums up my day today. It was wonderful and I loved it a lot. I told Dino how the holidays were living up to my expectations and it was fun as hell and I'm glad that she enjoys the time we spend together as much as i enjoy it too :)! I was really afraid at the beginning of the friendship that i would be too weird, too noisy or too something but me just being me is just what she wants and her just being her is just what i want too! That's why we are Dino Besties :)

The day before was good as well! Ate Korean BBQ with parents had like a freakload of food seriously, the Korean Family next to us was like gawking at our table cause we 3 ate as much as they 5 were having and maybe even slightly more LOL! Plus i still ate rice, i cannot eat meat without rice one, i will just eat less meat x.x.  PS FOR THE BENG TALK LATE AT NIGHT AND LAZY SIA so maybe i will talk like this....

After that waited for Dino inside the MRT at Somerset, didn't wait that long, only 2 hours :)! Used to it already, nothing can beat CHS Marcus so nothing can surprise me now! She was really sorry and she said she would treat me Ice-Cream YAY DINO :D! We ate takoyaki and then went to find stuff! In the end although we were both looking for formal wear for VietBodia in general, she got two pairs of shoes, one of the pairs was a gorgeous pair of heels la, omg it looked great on her :) She should really wear dresses and heels more often! SHE LOOKS GREAT WITH THOSE ON! That reminds me today when we were talking about our schools she said she used to pin her pinafore(Or however you spell it HAH) like a tomboy and how when she went back to band that day her junior was like "WA YOU LOOK LIKE A GIRL!" Haha yea Dino you do look great when you are feminine :)! Honestly! Got a short sleeve shirt that i plan to use as an outer jacket more than as a shirt! And finally WHITE JEANS! I asked my parents for ages to get it for me but i finally had to get it myself, no regrets there!Happy to finally have it actually! Dino helped me to pick out the shirt though :) I wouldn't have got it if she hadn't pointed it out! After that we went for dinner at Astons, saw Emer my god i miss him sia dam long never talk to him le!!!! MISS YOU EMER BRO WILL JIO YOU TO GO OUT TALK ONE DAY! And she gave me and Dino the "you two couple bro?" look, the second time that day since Dino's friend already saw us like earlier that day! Was hilarious to see the shock on his face though :)! Ate slow like hell 1st time ever i never finish my food completely at Astons, just lazy to. Found out that Bro South had been there like only an hour ago, MAYBE EVEN SITTING WHERE I WAS SITTING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD with Ben somemore hell sia regret could have went earlier :(! But we went out of the wrong exit at Dhoby and yada yada yada but WHATEVER WE HAD FUN HAHA! Oh yea since we got out at the wrong exit, we were at PS got to eat Chippy again, deep fried friggin Mars Bars, twice in three days INDULGENCE MUCH? HAHA. Anyway that pretty much sums up the day yesterday! Sorry guys don't really like to add personal convo much inside! :( The only thing i want to comment about our talking is that Dino said Bel treats me as her friend, not his friend but yea nevermind that I'm long used to things like that i still treat him as a bro whether he likes it or not and some things i just don't want to care about anyway.

Moving back a couple of days, after the CT on wed me and TT were like stoning so we decided to go jio the iMedia peeps out! Oh and Dino thought there was something wrong with me on that day when there really wasn't just felt funny that she thought something was honestly wrong when nothing much happened :P! Spent a relaxing bus ride to Bishan while playing Tap Tap!( MISS TAP TAP MANNNNN) And then meeting HE for a bit first. Saw Esmond too! Miss him man Esmond you one of my favourie juniors of all time seriously, the only one who listens and really respects me as a senior :)! I mean sure we always joke around but yea you really made my sec 4 iMedia Life much better! Then we stalked around J8 a lil before Marc came and we wrecked havoc LOL! TT got a new phone and is like dam happy with it now :)! Glad he likes it hope he doesn't throw it around like he did with his old phone :D! Then Marc went for tuition and we stoned for quite a bit before we finally decided to call BAWS and head to AMK to catch MIB3 and man do i not regret it! The papers said there was too little action and too much plot, i agree about the plot part but i felt it was very well planned and emotional and Will Smith still acts as well as he used to way back when! Action was also decent enjoyed it :D! Oh yea suddenly remembered Dino doesn't like Chocolate Milk!!!! Moving on from the randomness, after that Marc, TT and I wanted to eat Astons.... Then we saw the long Q at Cathay after we got there from AMK and guess what we ate..? KFC! Marc's fav! We could have had it at AMK but Meh whatever! Then I ate my DF Mars Bars :P! LOVE IT LOTS! And Marc sat down to talk to Jer while I oovoo chatted Dino and kept dcing cause of my no connection due to Starhub issues and the dam Wireless@SG disconnecting so DAMN often! Headed back later on with Marc and found out i got merit award YES! MONEY IS MONEY! IDGAF IF I HAS SOME MONEY :P! Not much emotional stuff here, we CHS people together have dead emotions, pretty much besides the day being awesome and all, i enjoyed talking to jer for a bit cause he is so much like Marc and I am sure we will click well if I were in CJC too! :)

Thursday was awesome as well, I had fun presenting to the class and purposely making mistakes WAHAHA! :D And seeing how the class woke up after my presentation was good showing that at least i can present half decently when it's fun and intrigueing :)! Bel told Dino that I looked like i enjoyed talking about the tortures part too much :O Maybe i was but WHO CARES it was fun looking at the grimacing faces of the course people! Faxing at public places was misread on purpose! Bet you people know how that goes :X and yea went on to quite an ovation after that showing how people actually listened :)! Made my day really!!! The other presenters were good! Tan Ying was scared but she presented well, Dion shined like hell too, Kit Yee was okay! Ben knew how to talk a load and think of a lot of last minute things! Shows his skill at it, and the rest of the presenters were great too! Cj and Christine weren't that extraordinary though! Could have been better :( But oh well :D! At least they tried! After all that we had a briefing which was dull and then I went to accompany Dino to Pasir Ris MRT! At least that was the plan... Oh yea before I forget, Dino and Brother West kissed mouth to mouth and it was CUTE LOL! Bryan and Alan were like EWWW but i was like AWWWWWWW SO SWEET HAHA! Back to the topic, I eventually went with Dino to find Mint sauce and Ground Mint! And oh my god you have no idea how hard it is to find =.= Cold storage didn't have either, NTUC had the sauce but NTUC Finest had like Mint so her Godma improvised! And i got invited over to her Godma's house and got to taste good food NO REGRETS :D! Her Godsis is cute too, she kept talking non-stop and she is not shy at all and outspoken :) Will benefit her lots next time she just doesn't know it yet! Ate Lamb Racks, Prawns, Spanish Rice and ate Ice-Cream for Dessert! Also managed to take a couple of swings of beer, both a light and heavy one, was a little disappointed though, didn't taste as good my fav one :((( Oh well it was good anyway! Special mentions to the Pumpkin Soup which i really enjoyed :D! Got to talk to her aunt and gave her some of my political views on SG, her aunt was impressed and said i was knowledgeable, haha i just shrugged it off, whatever my knowledge actually is, it can all be found on the net! :) She says I am like more Politically conscious i don't find that unique now in a society such as ours!!! I feel CJ is pretty good at talking about it too! :) Went home quite late an had my dinner at home as supper! Was good too! Dino and her Bro were talking about his relationship issues while they headed back but i decided not to get involved! :( I better not be since i don't know his gf! Don't want to lose a friend over it!

Anyway CT wise, Stats i feel okay about it hope i do well! MAEC not so much but fuck it Machiam Almost Everything Cheem sia MAEC sian. As Daryl would say SUCKER! HAHA

Friend of the days would have to be Dino really no fight at all, she has been the one making it so fun for me for the last few days, weeks and two months at school honestly! Wouldn't enjoy school without her :)! Although i said i would never put her there cause it's obvious i just want to reiterate the point HAH!

And finally since it's so late and i'm really super tired i shall end with a quote.

"And between now and then till I see you again I'll be loving you... LOVE ME!"- Singer who i forgot his name HAHA

and another quote.

"Love is more complicated that it sounds, you can love a friend, love a best friend, love a lover and love a family in the same and different way depending on how you decide to do it" - ME :D

Peace out people! MISS BLOGGING SORRY FOR LONG POST AND NOT POSTING MUCH WILL POST MORE OFTEN AND SOON AND BETTER! I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO IMPROVE! :(((!